last night i had a lucid dream that was a flashback to being a little kid. at the beginning of it my mum was reading to me and singing me songs. then something horrible happened but i didn’t know what cuz i was just a little kid… but i was so sad and scared. so i woke up really sad. i don’t know what happened. i have no memory of being that young… at least not consciously.
I hate being tired. It makes me more contemplative. I’m not even sure where the last week went. I think it got lost in a whirlwind of job shit and hanging out with people. story of my life, though. Maybe the sleep deprivation is what’s confusing me, then…
in one of those moods where i don’t want to talk to ANYONE cuz all i’ve done all day is play nice with strangers. grr.




